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#17622 50 Fri Jan 15 17:19:48 1993 Captain James T Kirk
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#18158 50 Sat Jan 16 17:27:03 1993 Hollywood
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#19923 50 Sat Jan 23 10:38:53 1993 [Oh How] Geoff King [It Is So Much Fun]
I'm bored.
#20015 50 Sat Jan 23 17:08:11 1993 [It's time we faced the music..] Hooded Menace [and slow danced to it...]
WHo ain't?
#20049 50 Sat Jan 23 18:53:09 1993 Captain James T Kirk
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#20609 50 Sat Jan 23 21:59:45 1993 [I'm back!!] Chris the Shaych [(Hide your children)]
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#20847 50 Mon Jan 25 01:19:14 1993 [Not a lovable] Ranger Rick [rural eccentric]
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#21584 50 Mon Jan 25 14:35:12 1993 [Just call me] Hooded Menace [Mr. Jack In The Box Victim.]
neat-o.
#22027 50 Wed Jan 27 12:23:55 1993 [Don't Pick] Geoff King [Your Nose]
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#22327 50 Wed Jan 27 21:08:11 1993 [Just call me] Hooded Menace [Mr. Jack In The Box Victim.]
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#24587 50 Wed Feb 3 01:24:50 1993 [Chess Piece Face] Ranger Rick
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#24631 50 Wed Feb 3 05:38:49 1993 [cyou look good] Ana Ng [cin camouflage]
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#24974 50 Thu Feb 4 20:18:51 1993 [death] Hooded Menace [to titles/surnames.]
I ate 'im.
#25099 50 Fri Feb 5 16:25:04 1993 Captain James T Kirk
yum.
#25217 50 Sat Feb 6 11:32:12 1993 [death] Hooded Menace [to titles/surnames.]
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#25452 50 Sun Feb 7 19:13:24 1993 [kill me] shane [kill me]
yeah, some
#25475 50 Mon Feb 8 00:28:03 1993 [For an eighth grader Elu] Blasphamous Rumor [is a really nice guy.]
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#25658 50 Mon Feb 8 05:50:22 1993 [cyou look good] Ana Ng [cin camouflage]
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#25678 50 Mon Feb 8 12:54:44 1993 [kill me] shane [kill me]
yeah, the
#25693 50 Mon Feb 8 15:26:03 1993 [death] Hooded Menace [to titles/surnames.]
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#25749 50 Mon Feb 8 17:33:59 1993 Captain James T Kirk
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#25768 50 Mon Feb 8 18:17:46 1993 [Behold, the great and powerful] Dark Sorcerer [is back! Hahahahahah]
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#25785 50 Mon Feb 8 19:01:28 1993 Captain James T Kirk
blasph.
#26534 50 Wed Feb 10 21:08:49 1993 [Don't Pick] Geoff King [Your Nose]
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#26715 50 Thu Feb 11 16:57:00 1993 [death] Hooded Menace [to titles/surnames.]
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#26794 50 Thu Feb 11 21:45:28 1993 Steel Viper
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#26811 50 Fri Feb 12 02:41:05 1993 [I'm] Zake Zuke [and you are fnot0!]
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#26819 50 Fri Feb 12 05:36:12 1993 [cyou look good] Ana Ng [cin camouflage]
wow.
#27111 50 Fri Feb 12 07:22:22 1993 [No one at the venue] shane [may look Danzig in the eye.]
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#27141 50 Fri Feb 12 13:36:52 1993 [cyou look good] Ana Ng [cin camouflage]
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#27242 50 Fri Feb 12 19:20:55 1993 [death] Hooded Menace [to titles/surnames.]
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#27388 50 Sat Feb 13 09:28:29 1993 Captain James T Kirk
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#27408 50 Sat Feb 13 11:01:42 1993 [King] Hooded Menace [Procrastination]
the agony
#27432 50 Sat Feb 13 13:31:30 1993 [cyou look good] Ana Ng [cin camouflage]
wow.
#27445 50 Sat Feb 13 14:17:22 1993 [King] Hooded Menace [Procrastination]
the pain.
#27733 50 Sun Feb 14 17:35:55 1993 [Alaira] Alaira
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#27748 50 Sun Feb 14 19:00:56 1993 Captain James T Kirk
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#27786 50 Sun Feb 14 22:33:27 1993 Steel Viper
damn strait!
#27798 50 Sun Feb 14 22:53:29 1993 [My butt] Hooded Menace [is a mosh pit.]
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#28377 50 Wed Feb 17 03:16:36 1993 [Some kinda love] Skull Boy [Some kinda hate]
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#28408 50 Wed Feb 17 05:45:28 1993 [cyou look good] Ana Ng [cin camouflage]
hi skull boy!
#28460 50 Wed Feb 17 13:08:20 1993 [No one at the venue] shane [may look Danzig in the eye.]
gimp!
#28532 50 Wed Feb 17 19:48:22 1993 [Take off] The Colster [hoser!]
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#28763 50 Thu Feb 18 14:55:31 1993 [My butt] Hooded Menace [is a mosh pit.]
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#28862 50 Thu Feb 18 19:40:14 1993 Captain James T Kirk
please.
#29234 50 Sat Feb 20 15:42:50 1993 [My butt] Hooded Menace [is a mosh pit.]
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#29235 50 Sat Feb 20 15:42:55 1993 [My butt] Hooded Menace [is a mosh pit.]
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#29281 50 Sat Feb 20 18:25:13 1993 [Neuter your dog...] Cloister the Stupid [...he'll still be a man]
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#29284 50 Sat Feb 20 18:34:52 1993 [cyou look good] Ana Ng [cin camoflauge]
neat.
#29308 50 Sat Feb 20 20:05:09 1993 Dark Paladin
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#29326 50 Sat Feb 20 23:36:07 1993 [Word to your] Lightning [Aunt Sally]
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#29403 50 Sun Feb 21 09:34:10 1993 [cyou look good] Ana Ng [cin camoflauge]
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#29430 50 Sun Feb 21 10:16:19 1993 Captain James T Kirk
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#29447 50 Sun Feb 21 11:58:12 1993 [My butt] Hooded Menace [is a mosh pit.]
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#29652 50 Mon Feb 22 14:29:57 1993 [No one at the venue] shane [may look Danzig in the eye.]
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#29675 50 Mon Feb 22 15:11:47 1993 Steel Viper
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#29706 50 Mon Feb 22 16:34:13 1993 [Exekial] Bleh [Lamandorandomous]
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#29707 50 Mon Feb 22 16:34:27 1993 [So many gerbils,] Blasphamous Rumor [so little time.]
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#29712 50 Mon Feb 22 16:49:31 1993 ...nobody...
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#29713 50 Mon Feb 22 16:54:33 1993 ...nobody...
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#29722 50 Mon Feb 22 17:30:08 1993 [My butt] Hooded Menace [is a mosh pit.]
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#168084 50 Mon Oct 3 15:42:11 1994 [to us, he is] Joan Vermin [very real]
i smell like skunks. nathans feet smell like vinegar. something is horribly wrong here.
#168135 50 Mon Oct 3 21:01:44 1994 [if i could id leave] john hinkley [im sorry]
stand up tall mrs robinson jesus loves you more than you will know
#168243 50 Tue Oct 4 08:50:45 1994 [to us, he is] Joan Vermin [very real]
yqy for popeye cereals
#168283 50 Tue Oct 4 21:41:24 1994 [you must] shane [eat]
ppooppeeyyee
#168292 50 Tue Oct 4 22:09:00 1994 [if i could id leave] john hinkley [im sorry]
im god. its true. if you dont believe me fuck you.
#168293 50 Tue Oct 4 22:09:07 1994 [if i could id leave] john hinkley [im sorry]
and that is absolute
#168718 50 Wed Oct 5 20:39:09 1994 [if i could id leave] john hinkley [im sorry]
you still dont know?
#168719 50 Wed Oct 5 20:39:16 1994 [if i could id leave] john hinkley [im sorry]
well.... i am god
#168720 50 Wed Oct 5 20:39:21 1994 [if i could id leave] john hinkley [im sorry]
thats a macro
#169171 50 Thu Oct 6 23:06:26 1994 Danger
you suck, god.
#169701 50 Fri Oct 7 23:21:35 1994 [if i could id leave] john hinkley [im sorry]
i am god
#169702 50 Fri Oct 7 23:21:46 1994 [if i could id leave] john hinkley [im sorry]
not you, me
#169843 50 Sun Oct 9 18:19:46 1994 hm
i'm painless.
#169844 50 Sun Oct 9 18:19:59 1994 hm
which, in it's entirety, means i'm numb.
#170810 50 Wed Oct 12 18:25:48 1994 [if i could id leave] john hinkley [im sorry]
does that mean i could call you a fuckin bastard and you wouldnt hear me?
#171986 50 Sat Oct 15 13:40:26 1994 [if i could id leave] john hinkley [im sorry]
i am the great and i am the fallen i am god
#172290 50 Sun Oct 16 23:06:24 1994 [come to where] Spur [the flabber is]
no ones listening shrunken-dick
#172336 50 Mon Oct 17 15:44:40 1994 [come see the softer side] Joan Vermin [of my ass]
actually, shrunken testicles is a major and common side effect of steroids.
#172617 50 Mon Oct 17 22:17:33 1994 [I want to go] Prick [to the hospital]
great, give me some. i don't need my testicles and frankly they're getting in the way of clear thought. i must have my testicles removed, YES!!1! then i can be hospitalized which i've decided is something i really really want to do, i want to be in the hospital and just lay on my back sleep about 14 hours a day and stare at the ceiling for 10. stare at the ceiling and think and think and think and think and everyonce in a while allow a thought about how itchy the i-v is creep in but don't let it stay and think some more and think and get my friends to bring me acid or something so i'll be a total maniac i'll fry and be bound to ONE FUCKING SPOT with nowhere to go but further and further inside until i'm so fucking enlightened that nobody could ever understand
#172618 50 Mon Oct 17 22:36:40 1994 [come to where] Spur [the flabber is]
its a unique kind of insanity, the insanity of genius, turned inside no one will understand but thats not the point. youll understand.
#172664 50 Tue Oct 18 01:37:44 1994 [I want to go] Prick [to the hospital]
inside insanity is the best man, its thhe shit, nobody knows how fucking crazy you are nor do they need to know. this huxley guy had the right idea. on his death bed, took two major doses of lsd, never said one goddamn word for about fifteen hours and then stopped breathing. now THAT is the shit. it doesn't get much cooler than that.
#172987 50 Tue Oct 18 18:12:47 1994 [if i could id leave] john hinkley [im sorry]
its what vegetables are. or the people that society refers to as 'vegetables'. somehow they got so far in, maybe by accident maybe they tried but when you find out whats tehre you never want to come back but the brain wont stay. the mind beats the body the score is ONE to ZERO.
#173022 50 Tue Oct 18 20:59:26 1994 [come see the softer side] Joan Vermin [of my ass]
i suppose. and then there are people around you who get some inside insanity that rub off because they see you in pain. they see you going that way, shutting them out. the sadness becomes insanity. the insanity turns into something quiet. i will not tell you how i know this
#173059 50 Tue Oct 18 22:42:43 1994 [only drowning men] Prick [can see me]
isnt it obsvosiussgaas on the edge, on the edge of something very large very introvertedly revolutionary, but never knowing what it is, that's the shit
#173066 50 Wed Oct 19 00:14:44 1994 [quality brand] Spur [of the west]
and the point is if youve got to trample some people even your friends for it do it they have no claim on your head. not sarcastic, fucking do it.
#173094 50 Wed Oct 19 11:11:31 1994 [ppopooepe] Prick [poeeopp]
yeah when i get the guts i'll drop a sheet of acid
#173406 50 Wed Oct 19 19:36:30 1994 john hinkley [youre bored]
alll you need is the lucky one unwound lyrics hold more than i first knew. and why i kill myself and when i kill myself is not of relevance because i will be god and it will never count this is the lucky one.
#173457 50 Thu Oct 20 01:43:23 1994 [i'm a native] Prick [of hell]
its a beautiful song, that. if i bothered to study all music i own, i'm sure it would rank very highly
#173471 50 Thu Oct 20 19:27:04 1994 john hinkley [youre bored]
yeah there are alot of things that would be worthwhile to do but they will never get accomplished.
#173496 50 Thu Oct 20 22:02:59 1994 Prick
yeah, mainly because it's always worthwhile to jack off
#173499 50 Thu Oct 20 23:00:37 1994 [you] Spur [suck]
im wonder, what are the rewards of not doing those worthwhile things? isnt it worth it to sit in the house and play tetris?
#173508 50 Thu Oct 20 23:52:31 1994 Prick
oh absolutely. it's worth while to stare at a wall..
#173509 50 Thu Oct 20 23:57:49 1994 Prick
sometimes the things we (I) view as worth while are the things least healthy to us, it's an entirely individual thing of course. for example, relationships, totally worth while in my mind, but i don't care to do it, at least not now, because as much fun as it is, sometimes my priorities become twisted and right now i feel i have much more important things to put forth attention to.. strange but true such a haze goes over the mind when love happens and obliviousness follows naturally. right now the cloudiness sounds very unappealing, i feel like i need every little bit i can muster out of my mind to keep up with desire for progress of course the desire would disappear in love but for the time being i am happy with eliminating that. if only i were capable of handling casual sex emotionally. what a deal that would be
#173518 50 Fri Oct 21 11:30:37 1994 [you] Spur [suck]
happiness, satisfaction, when you have it you dont need anything else, you dont strive maybe. i feel that haze. but i also realize theres things im learning. and more importantly im making room for more learning. ive got to do everything to get where i wanna be. skipping anything isnt good enough.
#173527 50 Fri Oct 21 12:33:41 1994 Prick
right
#173528 50 Fri Oct 21 13:40:22 1994 [you] Spur [suck]
whats that supposed to mean?
#174277 50 Fri Oct 21 17:38:23 1994 [come see the softer side] Joan Vermin [of my ass]
hmm. i find myself with no direction far too often. temprorary direction. Must eat. must sleep. must find friend. must masturbate. never 'must eliminate world suffering'.
#175023 50 Sat Oct 22 01:40:20 1994 Prick
sometimes i get in moods to eliminate world suffering, i start thinking about how i need to take a stand against evils more often, i do it for a while then i fall into the pit of just not being interested in anything if it isn't funny again and i start to hate what i become and so i go through the cycle again
#175032 50 Sat Oct 22 12:21:30 1994 [come see the softer side] Joan Vermin [of my ass]
i dont care about the world.
#175047 50 Sat Oct 22 14:07:32 1994 boygirl
hi
#175048 50 Sat Oct 22 14:07:41 1994 boygirl
hi
#175049 50 Sat Oct 22 14:07:48 1994 boygirl
hi
#175050 50 Sat Oct 22 14:07:52 1994 boygirl
hi
#175051 50 Sat Oct 22 14:08:03 1994 boygirl
hi s
#175052 50 Sat Oct 22 14:08:07 1994 boygirl
hi
#175053 50 Sat Oct 22 14:08:11 1994 boygirl
hi
#175054 50 Sat Oct 22 14:08:15 1994 boygirl
hi
#175055 50 Sat Oct 22 14:08:19 1994 boygirl
hi
#175056 50 Sat Oct 22 14:08:22 1994 boygirl
hi
#175098 50 Sat Oct 22 20:07:51 1994 john hinkley [youre bored]
shut the fuck up stupidassshole
#175099 50 Sat Oct 22 20:11:30 1994 john hinkley [youre bored]
i dont think life needs direction. the only direction you'll ever need is inner direction. lots of things get in the way of it. but everything helps it at the same time. a relationship may kill your time but you learn a hell of a lot about people in relationships dont you? so its not like its a waste of time or anything. of course yeah sometimes something just doesnt sound appealing. just since i know everything ill tell you that you'll never eliminate any suffering except for maybe your own if you are good enough at dealing with shit. its possible that suffering lives under stupid universal laws like the law of energy that states energy is neither created nor destroyed, same may be true with suffering it always just changes forms. sounds stupid but fuck you i never told you to turn off the 8-track to listen to me.
#175131 50 Sat Oct 22 23:46:45 1994 Prick
as soon as you decide you know nothing for certain, you've learned the one and only thing you really need to know. got alot of cool ideas about life death mind brain people love etc. etc. etc. but WHAT if i'm WRONG???? you know-- it's just that whether or not i fully believe it to exist or not, there is this world that's been created one way or another in which i live, and there are all these other people who IF THEY EXIST feel all the same shit i do, some of them even think this same thing as i type it, and i have a hard time saying i don't care about the world when i could be wrong about the whole damn thing and i continue to make life harder for those around me with every waking moment. i don't believe that you have to lose either thing to keep both of them strong. that doesn't sound right but anyway you can deal in introspect and spend your entire life considering the aspects of a universe created entirely by your own mind, you can think about how you might be the one and only god, but it doesn't mean you can't treat the reality you've been dealt as if it really does exist.
#175392 50 Sun Oct 23 23:49:29 1994 [you] Spur [suck]
considering does not mean believing.
#175434 50 Mon Oct 24 09:23:55 1994 Prick
i'd much appreciate it if you didn't point out to me how my message could've been condensed into one sentence.
#175435 50 Mon Oct 24 09:24:04 1994 Prick
but yeah, that's it
#175863 50 Mon Oct 24 20:11:16 1994 [information] Joan Vermin [shmyway]
thats true. i like toying with lots of ideas.
#175864 50 Mon Oct 24 20:12:44 1994 [information] Joan Vermin [shmyway]
and this nonexistant boygirl is annoying.
#175883 50 Mon Oct 24 20:59:51 1994 john hinkley [youre bored]
ive given up on the nothing else exists theory just because it is so ridiculous. i havent fully discarded it. im sure there is a lot of worth in it, ie the if a tree falls in the woods concept. its an arrogant philosophy but at the same time it IS true. it doesnt make a sound if im not there to here it. but at the same time it does. of course you all know this so i am repeating for the benefit of the grin reaper. NO SMILES!
#175914 50 Mon Oct 24 21:57:00 1994 [you] Spur [suck]
so much is like that, its useful somehow, dont ask me why, it just feels useful
#175924 50 Mon Oct 24 22:50:10 1994 Danger
grin reaper? argh. who is that anyway? Barney? Ronald McDonald?
#175958 50 Tue Oct 25 00:59:58 1994 Prick
Ich weiss Nichts, Ich weiss Alles.
#175977 50 Tue Oct 25 18:23:55 1994 [fuck] Ana Ng [shit]
i am roya and i just came back from the store allen works there he said his band is playing at capitol theatre this weekend whee
#175996 50 Tue Oct 25 20:34:46 1994 john hinkley [youre bored]
shut up its the grin reaper now wipe that smile off of your face or we will take you to 1938 germany okay stupidass well also stamp the words "im a jew opposed to nazism" on your forehead and see how you fare okay stupid so just shut up. ' who is allen what is the store are you talking about the store the store store store, the record store right cause that is the only thing that deserves to be called 'the store' and everyone knows what youre talking about but im not so sure this is what you intend.
#176063 50 Tue Oct 25 21:53:36 1994 Prick
probably a grocery store shitface
#176064 50 Tue Oct 25 21:53:44 1994 Prick
allen of engine 54 fame
#176065 50 Tue Oct 25 21:53:51 1994 Prick
good guy.
#176066 50 Tue Oct 25 21:53:58 1994 Prick
band needs help though
#176078 50 Tue Oct 25 22:51:31 1994 [ill give you something] Spur [to bleed about]
new band eh?
#176097 50 Tue Oct 25 23:51:41 1994 [mention the economy] Prick [do a shot]
i think its the same guys with a different name
#176098 50 Tue Oct 25 23:57:23 1994 [mention the economy] Prick [do a shot]
i had a chat on talknet with two guys today wolf and hildo. i captured some of it, but for the most part its not too great to read. but anyway, it started out very mundane, then one of them asked me what i did (i already said i didn't attend school); i told him i was a drug dealer, mainly meth and lsd, but usually mushrooms while evergreen was in session. so both of these guys start asking lots of questions about mushrooms, i played it like a real pro, they were totally convinced, started treating me like a fucking scientist genius or something. then one of them asked (several times) if i would deal to them, i just avoided the question like a good dealer oughtta, talked about other drugs.. one guy asks me if i hang out downtown i say yeah occasionally, other one asks if i like local bands i say yeah, in fact i'm in one he asks which one... one thing leads to another, now they both want to meet me and are completely convinced that i'm Mike of GodheadSilo. god i love that shit. i bet next time godheadsilo plays they'll go up to the bass player and introduce themselves... shit, i should feel bad about it, but they're just so damned stupid.
#176099 50 Tue Oct 25 23:58:47 1994 [mention the economy] Prick [do a shot]
one of them (hildo, i think) just raved and raved about Friendship Village "that fuckin rocks man", "thats the stuff man" referred to it initially as "uh... the one with the donuts"
#176816 50 Wed Oct 26 13:47:02 1994 [Happy Happy Jo Jo] WHoKNoWS wHAt aN iDIoT i AM [the gimp boy]
why stamp jew on her forehead...... mentally ill lesbian would get her tortured and killed faster.....
#177331 50 Wed Oct 26 15:25:04 1994 [information] Joan Vermin [shmyway]
mm.
#177332 50 Wed Oct 26 15:25:19 1994 [information] Joan Vermin [shmyway]
i heard that those two guys went to my school, sahen
#177362 50 Wed Oct 26 21:47:57 1994 john hinkley [youre bored]
yeah but jew opposed to nazism oh well whatever yeah lesbian would do it to i guess but wasnt i talking to danger and he is a guy. Thee Friendly Village, dildobreath
#177444 50 Thu Oct 27 00:47:47 1994 Prick
you must support the lie
#177445 50 Thu Oct 27 00:48:05 1994 Prick
whatever, dickface
#177446 50 Thu Oct 27 00:50:05 1994 Prick
today i chatted with somebody, a few minutes before this i had changed my registry, it now reads "sex: L" one of their first questions was what sex are you, i said "I'm an L dummy" she said "my sister has an idea of what it means, will you get offended?" i say no she says "lesbian?" i get a good laugh out of it, tell her she's correct. "i was just checking, okay? don't get mad or anything."
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