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#169264 49 Tue Oct 4 18:47:39 1994 **** @ Loka, sea
just waiting I'm good @ it I just don't fuckin' believe "it" anymore "someday" just doesn't happen, and there isn't much else I'm glad I know what I'm talking about... I just wish I didn't
#169095 49 Tue Oct 4 19:46:47 1994 **** @ Line NoiZe, Ferndale, U.S.A.
Don't bother any longer... unseen, unheard, unfelt is what I am why look for a reason to hang around?
#169096 49 Tue Oct 4 23:05:22 1994 **** @ The Zoo, Bellingham, USA/WA/WHATCOM
because we can help others hang in until they find the purpose in hanging around. if they'll let us.
#169447 49 Wed Oct 5 12:04:56 1994 **** @ Loka, Seattle
yeah if they will let us and not flog us for trying...
#169534 49 Wed Oct 5 22:04:20 1994 **** @ The Used BookStore, Bellingham, USA/WA/WHATCOM
to the person from lnz. not true! you are seen,heard, and felt. It is just some of us can't put our feelings for you into words to say we care and are here for you if you want to reach out. It is your choice to reach out or to curl up inside and die. I have seen it happen and don't like what I see happening now. I once tried that route but luckily for me someone reached through my walls and helped me to realize that I had to look beyond my pain and help others with thiers. It is the hardest thing in life to do. I still can't open up to people but I work at it and try to tell them that I care. I know you don't want a lecture but I want you to know that there are people who DO care and are there if you only will grasp the hands that are extended to you.
#169662 49 Thu Oct 6 10:44:48 1994 **** @ Loka, Seattle
sometimes the holding-hands is the only way to open to dialog that cannot be put into text/speech... the poets are capable, sometimes I wish I could do-that... sometimes it makes for a big problem, because I cannot speak the words...
#169600 49 Thu Oct 6 14:22:27 1994 **** @ The Zoo, Bellingham, USA/WA/WHATCOM
hard to grasp hands you refuse to see or believe are there.
#169690 49 Thu Oct 6 20:17:59 1994 **** @ Loka, Seattle
got-to have some faith... someone will care, and as synchronicities go, that which is supposed to-be sometimes happens, "someday"...it is the waiting, not-knowing for sure, that is the quiet horror, sitting in the emptiness of a noisy, crowded city waiting...
#169663 49 Thu Oct 6 22:49:54 1994 **** @ The Used BookStore, Bellingham, USA/WA/WHATCOM
To true! I just hope that it isn't to late when they is seen and believed.
#169904 49 Fri Oct 7 11:27:18 1994 **** @ Dystopia ][, Bellingham, US/WA/Whatcom
there are days,,, I know,,, I get so sick and tired of being alone that I just don't know quite what to do some times. I guess I'm not to alone though. I have all of you guys talk to. its still hard to snuggle up to a computer. oh well ..............
#171569 49 Thu Oct 13 06:09:15 1994 **** @ Tellagraph Hill, Seattle
You can dance if you want to.....
#171570 49 Fri Oct 14 01:01:30 1994 **** @ Line NoiZe, Ferndale, U.S.A.
I don't want safety, I just want to not be alone!
#171929 49 Fri Oct 14 03:26:14 1994 **** @ Tellagraph Hill, Seattle
you are never alone here......
#171246 49 Fri Oct 14 08:20:27 1994 **** @ The Zoo, Bellingham, USA/WA/WHATCOM
you are not alone. not completely. not ever.
#171928 49 Fri Oct 14 12:26:15 1994 **** @ Line NoiZe, Ferndale, U.S.A.
maybe not, but not alone doesn't do much good when you're still lonely
#171930 49 Fri Oct 14 20:02:38 1994 **** @ Line NoiZe, Ferndale, U.S.A.
I wish I was at times, it would be easier if I was alone.
#171780 49 Fri Oct 14 23:32:44 1994 **** @ Bypass' Sideband Alley, Autonomous Zone, Tukwila
Loneliness can be excruciatingly bad (trust me on this one!) . . . "unloneliness" can be just as bad, or worse.
#172605 49 Sat Oct 15 17:31:30 1994 **** @ The Mountains of Madness, University District, US/WA/KING/SEA
you are ALWAYS alone here.
#172581 49 Sun Oct 16 17:18:32 1994 **** @ Blind Man's Bluff, Kirkland, WA, USA
Is there a place I can make friends without worrying about backround noise. I just want to talk.
#172506 49 Sun Oct 16 18:01:08 1994 **** @ Tellagraph Hill, Seattle
There's always someone to be friends with here, who cares about a little background noise???
#172505 49 Sun Oct 16 23:43:11 1994 **** @ Line NoiZe, Ferndale, U.S.A.
What kind of noise?
#172793 49 Mon Oct 17 07:36:04 1994 **** @ Tellagraph Hill, Seattle
don't worry, it's not LineNoiZe....different kind of noise (at least I think so...)
#172794 49 Mon Oct 17 12:35:08 1994 **** @ Loka, Seattle
catnoises in a bedroom?
#172795 49 Mon Oct 17 19:04:12 1994 **** @ Line NoiZe, Ferndale, U.S.A.
hehehe
#172825 49 Mon Oct 17 21:50:27 1994 **** @ The Zoo, Bellingham, USA/WA/WHATCOM
noise: thought noise, electrical noise, vioce noise, line noise, what kind of noize? we're familiar (all too familiar) with far to many kinds of noise to make ASSumptions about what you're talking about here... clarify please?
#172869 49 Tue Oct 18 02:11:46 1994 **** @ Twilight Voice, City in the Clouds, US/WA/WHATCOM
Guess the distraction value of those catnoises kinda depends on whether or not they're produced by a cat...
#173322 49 Tue Oct 18 05:45:54 1994 **** @ Loka, sea
sometimes it gets hard (!) to tell but when those distinctive feminine roars occur, someone somewhere (else) usually knows something is "happening" usually it indicates no-problem at the moment ...usually
#173323 49 Tue Oct 18 10:00:24 1994 **** @ The Zoo, Bellingham, USA/WA/WHATCOM
true, TWV, true... the less likely they were produced by a cat, the more likely they're distracting? };>
#173333 49 Tue Oct 18 14:04:36 1994 **** @ Loka, sea
you got it me-yow...
#175185 49 Wed Oct 19 00:26:51 1994 **** @ Twilight Voice, City in the Clouds, US/WA/WHATCOM
Guess it kinda depends on who the non-cat is...
#175186 49 Wed Oct 19 03:29:44 1994 **** @ The Zoo, Bellingham, USA/WA/WHATCOM
<snicker>
#175189 49 Wed Oct 19 10:47:21 1994 **** @ Loka, sea
and who is out there, listening... sometimes, they are, uh, shocqed...
#177236 49 Wed Oct 19 19:23:49 1994 [All Kneel to] genghis khan [Khan] @ Outsider's, Takoma Park, MD, US/MD/MONTGOMERY
I need some local bbs numbers, HELP!!!!!!!!!!! s
#176819 49 Wed Oct 19 20:09:41 1994 **** @ The Zoo, Bellingham, USA/WA/WHATCOM
especially whenyou forget you left one of the windows open... <<blush>>
#176842 49 Thu Oct 20 22:50:48 1994 **** @ Blind Man's Bluff, Kirkland, WA, USA
I should get so lucky as to need to worry about the windows being open... sigh...
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