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#168088 57 Mon Oct 3 15:50:03 1994 [to us, he is] Joan Vermin [very real]
whos the good whos the bad
#168142 57 Mon Oct 3 21:07:43 1994 [if i could id leave] john hinkley [im sorry]
i am the good you are the bad. now read that statement fromk your perspective...doesnt it all make sense?
#168250 57 Tue Oct 4 08:55:31 1994 [to us, he is] Joan Vermin [very real]
yes. but i believe they are no good and bads. good and stupids, maybe.,
#168300 57 Tue Oct 4 22:13:37 1994 [if i could id leave] john hinkley [im sorry]
oh its the same fucking thing why are there always these games surrounding everything? and yes fuck me for being such an asshole.
#168301 57 Tue Oct 4 22:14:00 1994 [if i could id leave] john hinkley [im sorry]
hard to not give up. some would call it impossible. i fit in that category.
#168302 57 Tue Oct 4 22:14:43 1994 [if i could id leave] john hinkley [im sorry]
watched jacobs ladder today. heavy on meaning.
#168335 57 Tue Oct 4 23:45:16 1994 [make love] Spur [not dogburger]
yeah, the stupid is as bad as the bad gets.
#168695 57 Wed Oct 5 17:04:06 1994 [to us, he is] Joan Vermin [very real]
well. i disagree. stupid and bad mean soemthing different to me, sorry if it's different for you, colin. I don t recall saying "colin thinks..."
#168733 57 Wed Oct 5 20:49:21 1994 [if i could id leave] john hinkley [im sorry]
okay so tell me what you mean when you say there is ONLY goods and stupids. isnt stupid pretty damm close to bad? dont they have, in effect, virtually the same meaning? in THIS context.
#169143 57 Thu Oct 6 17:30:22 1994 [to us, he is] Joan Vermin [very real]
didnt mean "only" i was referring to a question i had to answer in my lat. america class. stupid is not at all close to "bad" to me. i said earlier that I DONT BELIEVE IN GOOD OR BAD. That means exactly what it said. someone has been distorting what i am saying. i mean nothing more then that.
#169168 57 Thu Oct 6 22:18:02 1994 [make love] Spur [not dogburger]
i feel pretty sure that thats just what youd like to believe. i doubt you honestly, deepwithinyourheart have no judgements of good/bad.
#169193 57 Fri Oct 7 01:49:12 1994 [they say] shane [I am messiah]
this is all crap
#169709 57 Fri Oct 7 23:28:00 1994 [if i could id leave] john hinkley [im sorry]
correct. i think deep down nothing is good or bad. we have immediate reactions and those say 'good' or 'bad' but when you get down to it EVERYTHING is just 'there'. hard to get past the immediate reactions cause they cause an emotion or two, you know?
#169735 57 Sat Oct 8 00:31:13 1994 [i don't] shane [have time to die]
humans apply "bad" to the things they are too stupid to find the good in.
#169766 57 Sat Oct 8 11:26:50 1994 [to us, he is] Joan Vermin [very real]
alright. you're right, i do apply good and bad, such as "oh that tastes bad" or "oh, touch me again right there, frank". i meant people, really. there are stupid people (buttrocker jock prep etc) that i dont like, but they -dont intend "bad things.- cuz, isnt a "bad" action just an action that is good to the "bad person"?
#169822 57 Sun Oct 9 17:21:06 1994 [if i could id leave] john hinkley [im sorry]
no. sometimes you get caught up in shit but thats a totally different subject. people break their own morals all the time. nothing inherently wrong with jocks preps or buttrockers.
#169853 57 Sun Oct 9 18:52:39 1994 [i don't] shane [have time to die]
the only bad thing is a generalization. see, i just made a greatly bad one
#170421 57 Mon Oct 10 21:50:03 1994 [to us, he is] Joan Vermin [very real]
you didnt catch at all what i mean, colin. i MEANT that there wasnt anything "inherently wrong" with jocks or preps or buttrockers. i meant that there ISNT anything wrong with them. from my view, they are the "bad guy" because they are mean to me and i dont like them. i am the "bad guy" to them. no one can say which one is the bad guy, because they both have the exact same motives. black and white contrast eachother, neither one can destroy the other when mixed, it turns grey. niether is going to "win" neither is "good" or "bad". thats what i mean when i say there are no goods and bads. america wants to take over countryB. countryB wants to take over countryC. America wants to 'help' countryB by not letting them become Communist. CountryB doesnt want to be communist. neither is "right". America thinks that countryB is resisting and destroys them anyway. countryB kills americans because they are the bad guy to them. america kills countryB people because they are the bad guy to them. neither is right. one might "win"... whatever that means. but you cant say who's the "bad guy". i suppose the woman being raped by the man doesnt mean the man isnt bad for doing so. I think in those cases, that are one sided there is a moral bad. but the "bad guy" is just trying to get off (NOT JUSTIFYING HIM). yes, he gets off and achieves what he wants. a woman is severely hurt because of his actions. to us, he's bad. his intentions for himself, however were good, even though what he did was bad. i agree people change their morals. i do. i will before this conversation is over, because someone always has a better idea then me. but all the same, right now in a two-sided situation, i believe there are no goods and bads. something created by society.
#170469 57 Tue Oct 11 18:01:36 1994 [this drive for consistency] Spur [turns it all to mush]
i abort all rationality, it exists only in the back of my head, and insist that you are the bad guy. subjectivism works, but only in my favor.
#170470 57 Tue Oct 11 18:02:05 1994 [this drive for consistency] Spur [turns it all to mush]
sung to the old shasta theme song: i wanna fuck i wanna kill i wanna cry i wanna die
#170782 57 Tue Oct 11 19:55:48 1994 [to us, he is] Joan Vermin [very real]
dont you see? god, im so misunderstood <bawl> hahaha., who knows what i am talking aboutyt. i dont.
#170818 57 Wed Oct 12 18:33:44 1994 [if i could id leave] john hinkley [im sorry]
society does not create the connotation of good or bad. society maybe creates the words. you could be leaving isolated and shit would still be good or bad. but that is all cause i believe in perceptivism. if somebody is bad in my eyes then they ARE bad right? and i AM bad in someboyd else's eyes. of course it doesnt really matter. everything does bleed to grey in the end. see, society is the one that *TAKES AWAY* the connotation of good and bad, not adds it. as an individual *I* decide what is good or bad. when placed in society, there is too many conflicting interestes and PCism etc etc and therefore good and bad bleed to grey. "WE AW LIVING IN A SOCIETY, HERE! A SAWCIETY!"
#170873 57 Wed Oct 12 22:24:46 1994 [to us, he is] Joan Vermin [very real]
which is sorta what i was saying. that you cant tell me whats bad because i percieve soemthing different, and often i have a neutral view. but most "bad" acts are good for the person acting upon it. i am not sure what you are saying about your feeling bad effecting society.. but im sure youre right whatever it is.
#170904 57 Thu Oct 13 11:36:54 1994 [this drive for consistency] Spur [turns it all to mush]
fine, theres something to be said for going, oh, i understand why you did it, you arent intentionally malicious, its someplace most people never get to, but theres something to be said for going, fuck you, i dont like what youre doing, get the fuck out of my face
#170932 57 Thu Oct 13 20:36:44 1994 [to us, he is] Joan Vermin [very real]
i agree. i get angry and think people are bad all the time. i guess no one is going to get what i am saying, if they havnt gotten it so far. its not worth repeating yet anotehr time.
#170959 57 Thu Oct 13 22:15:17 1994 Prick
this conversation should have ended weeks ago
#170999 57 Fri Oct 14 13:05:50 1994 [i like meat] Joan Vermin [a whole bunch]
it didnt start two weeks ago.
#171014 57 Fri Oct 14 17:47:09 1994 [be young have fun] Spur [drink pepsi]
three weeks then
#171029 57 Fri Oct 14 23:31:03 1994 [you dont bring me flowers] Prick [you dont give me blowjobs]
just fucking stop it
#171052 57 Sat Oct 15 12:39:14 1994 [i like meat] Joan Vermin [a whole bunch]
it started a week ago 1
#171991 57 Sat Oct 15 13:44:56 1994 [if i could id leave] john hinkley [im sorry]
it should have stopped yes. im just saying if you think something is bad then it is. cause everythign is based on perceptoin. i may think its good so in essence it is good because its MY WORLD and i dont believe your world right?
#172020 57 Sun Oct 16 13:27:33 1994 [come see the softer side] Joan Vermin [of my ass]
alright, you believe what you will, i wasnt trying to enforce anything upon your beliefs. i was explaining mine... no one understood... next subject please.
#172277 57 Sun Oct 16 22:38:53 1994 Prick
yes, very good. everybody but me is guilty of something, next subject please
#172291 57 Sun Oct 16 23:08:14 1994 [come to where] Spur [the flabber is]
and me, me too, right?
#172309 57 Mon Oct 17 00:46:25 1994 [Lieutenant] Prick [of the Buttwipe Task Force]
yeah ok
#172338 57 Mon Oct 17 15:45:08 1994 [come see the softer side] Joan Vermin [of my ass]
hey.
#172996 57 Tue Oct 18 18:18:47 1994 [if i could id leave] john hinkley [im sorry]
okay its great how every room we end up; stop talking about the subject to protect all of our feelings because we find it necessary not to be honest with all 99% of the time so then we stop taling period there wont be a next topic. thats crap. except this time.
#173024 57 Tue Oct 18 21:01:18 1994 [come see the softer side] Joan Vermin [of my ass]
we = I ?
#173067 57 Wed Oct 19 00:16:06 1994 [quality brand] Spur [of the west]
pain or honesty, thats the shit.
#173410 57 Wed Oct 19 19:39:18 1994 john hinkley [youre bored]
no we does not equal just you, sunday but of course you are included as one in the collective we; give me *some* credit. thats how it works. pain IS honesty though and thats why its ALL LIES! thats we its always ignored. too much goes unsaid and i participate.
#173411 57 Wed Oct 19 19:39:24 1994 john hinkley [youre bored]
we all do most of the time
#173429 57 Wed Oct 19 21:56:17 1994 [quality brand] Spur [of the west]
i mean, pain or lies. theres somewhere between where everybody lies, on the continuum. (great word, love the spelling, two us in a row.) either youre honest and you fuck everything up or else you shut up/lie and things go along smoothly, except it doesnt work that way. shit. nevermind.
#173472 57 Thu Oct 20 19:27:56 1994 john hinkley [youre bored]
either you are honest and you fuck everything up but thigns go smoother for you. necessary evil. lying doesnt make it go smooth. as you said.
#174282 57 Fri Oct 21 17:40:47 1994 [come see the softer side] Joan Vermin [of my ass]
colin: i meant "i" as in you not me.
#175077 57 Sat Oct 22 14:10:03 1994 boygirl
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#175103 57 Sat Oct 22 20:15:40 1994 john hinkley [youre bored]
no its not just me its everyone that is why i said we. implying the four of us which we usually does on this bbs not implying just myself in which case the word i would be substituted.
#175104 57 Sat Oct 22 20:15:53 1994 john hinkley [youre bored]
its gonna hurt again its gonna hurt again its gonna hurt agin
#175868 57 Mon Oct 24 20:17:30 1994 [information] Joan Vermin [shmyway]
alright, i didnt meant anutjing badby it.
#175891 57 Mon Oct 24 21:04:44 1994 john hinkley [youre bored]
boygirl killed everyhting fuck boygirl i changed hisher name to stuipdfuck and heshe bothers us no more
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